Where is my brother ?

A true story

 

By Adelina Gina

 

 

 

Adelina Gina was born on May 16, 1948 in Tirana, Albania. After graduating from the State University of Tirana in 1970 with a degree in Albanian language and literature, Mrs. Gina worked as a journalist for the newspaper “The Teacher” until 1976, at which time she was fired for her strong political beliefs. Afterwards for many years she taught literature at Ismail Qemali High School in Tirana.

 The screening of her play “Someone Came” in 1972 was banned by the Albanian government because it was considered to be “modern and subversive.”

  Her book  “Where is my brother?”  was published for the first time in Albanian in the United States in 2002 by Kurti Publishing under the title “Ku e çuat Shpëtimin?” In 2006, it was also published in English  by Booksurge.com.

  Mrs. Adelina Gina has published periodically on the arts and culture in various newspapers. She currently lives in the United States.

 

 

 

                                 

 

 

SKËNDER SHKUPI

Journalist, Critic

The day and the night of one life

Review of Adelina Gina’s “Where is my brother?”

Gazeta Albania, April 2002

 

---Theirs was a family like all other families, where happiness and disaster, satisfaction and concern, joy and bitterness followed one another so closely they did not have time to wait their turn. All of them scattered carelessly, spilling on the fates of people, raising them here and there on top of the exultant waves or, more often, crashing them down to the abyss of despair. Among those ordinary people there was a young man who was not like the rest. Shpetim was his name and at the age of 21 he wrote a play that was not like the rest: it was a hymn for humanity. This hymn was written in a beautiful human voice in a country, ravaged by the hateful classe struggle. Yet the angry ideological cacophony silenced that harmonious voice and did not let it grow. Shpetim’s youthful days were shortened; his glowing light was put out as quickly as it was lit. A life was taken from the closest members of his family, his sisters, brother and his poor father. The long night of his passing was turned into an anxious question which was never answered: “ Where is my brother?”

This is the title of the last book of Adelina, Shpetim’s oldest sister. Although very modest by nature, she demonstrates an extraordinary artistic talent. Those who knew her well, since she continuously have talked about her younger brother’s talent, are predisposed to make an unconscious mistake when judging Adelina’s value as an artist. Adelina herself is an indisputable talent. More

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1 of 1 people found the following review helpful:

5.0 out of 5 stars Interesting story, December 30, 2009

By 

Joana Cece (New York) - See all my reviews
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I highly recommend this book to whoever is interested in reading a compelling story about totalitarian regimes, secret services and the dangers of an artistic life during that time. This book is also a window to Albanian culture, traditions and student life in the 1970-80's.
A very painful and fascinating true story, situated in Albania, an Eastern European communist country. The book gives an insight on how people in that time were controlled by the secret service and how frightening the totalitarian regime was. The main character, Shpetim, was a young and gifted artist. He wanted to express something different and innovative with his writing. However, he faced bitter consequences from the instruments of a regime that suppressed creativity and closed the lid on freedom of expression. Shpetim's theatrical plays and documentaries were not open to the public due to their liberalistic ideas. Shpetim was a very courageous and honest writer, who was very open with his thoughts. His life ended abruptly at the young age of twenty-two. His death raised many unanswered questions and left his family disconsolated.
Ms. Gina, has an impressive way of telling the story. Her fluid narrative draws a very vivid picture of places and characters of that time. Ms. Gina's attractive way of telling the story, combined with her spiritual and emotional dimension, makes this book very special and unique.

 

 

 

 1970's Albania, February 5, 2007

By 

Daniel Green (Brooklyn, NY) -

"Where Is My Brother?" is a very personal and fascinating autobiographical account of life in Communist Albania in the 1970s. The story centers around the relationship between the author and her brother, Shpetim, who inexplicably disappeared in August, 1974, reported dead from a drowning accident. This report, however, appears frought with holes and slippery, ever-changing accounts of what really happened, leaving the author with little consolation and supreme doubt of the actual event. Her search for the truth then begins in a time and place where truth has become a lost commodity.

Mrs. Gina has a deeply poetic sense, giving us fractured images of Albanian family life 30 years ago, adolescent memories, the world of the arts, and of course, the heavy hand of Communism and all the secrecy and horrors it entails. The writing is always honest, clearly spoken from the author's heart, and very moving, a story that ends far too soon for the reader, and one, I'm afraid, that ended far too soon for the author as well.

 

 

 

 

A Frightening True Story, September 4, 2008

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Das (Bronx, NY) -

Where is My Brother? is part memoir, part unsolved mystery. Ms. Gina tells the story of one family's experiences in totalitarian Albania. The story is told in a straightforward manner, as though one is sitting in Ms. Gina's living room hearing her relate the tale. The language of the story in translation compellingly invokes the cadences and thought patterns of the original language.

 

 

 

 crisp and engaging, July 28, 2008

By 

Judy Tung (new york city) -

Adelina Gina manages to transport her readers to a time and a place most know little about. She is unabashedly honest, endearing her protagonist to readers immediately. Her sophisticated writing manages to convey political tension alongside youth and whimsy. A thoroughly enjoyable read. Does leave one in anticipation for a sequel.

 

Where is my brother

Fragments

I cried for you as if you were dead,
I waited for you as if you were alive.

…That same year I finished writing a play entitled: Her, Him, and Her, which I later renamed Someone Came. The play was scheduled to be performed by the actors and actresses of the Institute of the Arts.  The actors and actress­es were all graduating seniors who were defending their diploma with their participation in the play.  However, the production was halted because the play was considered to ‘modern’ by the regime. For the days following it, the the­ater was full of people still waiting to see the play.  On stage: a deferred life, a youth that dared to dream of a dif­ferent life, a youth that hoped. The play broke the para­digms of socialist realism. Its life was ephemeral. In the meanwhile, I began work as a journalist. My friends advised me not to take any other actions against the cen­suring of the play because it would only make my career as a journalist difficult.

One night, when we were coming back from a concert, Shpëtim said: “It’s better to have a forbidden play than a play that is performed night after night until it becomes bor­ing. This way you are more interesting. Did you see how people were turning their heads your way? They were talk­ing about you – a young girl with a play that surprised the public. They are still in shock; whatever you might be attempted to articulate in the play they would never under­stood it. Do you remember that night? They looked frozen; they didn’t know what to do until they finally understood it and clapped their hands together, not able to move or to leave. The whole theater was with you.  I too would like to write plays. If you can do it, what is stopping me? I am more knowledgeable then you. How many pages was your play?”

“Fifty-five,” I replied.

“Okay, tonight I will be up late working.”

We were both living with my grandmother, our aunt, and her two boys. Shpëtim worked all night, and when I woke up in the morning, I found him asleep on the table. There were typed pages scattered everywhere. He woke up and murmured “Get them together; there are fifty-eight of them.” This was the play that he wrote. It was called Between Four Loves and he wrote it overnight. He was only twenty years old.(Continue)

 

Photos from the Presentation of the book “Where is my brother” at the Binghamton University – SUNY, sponsored by the Department of Human Development and the College of Community and Public Affairs, Professor Gladys M. Jimeñez-Muñoz.